Monday, March 31, 2008

randomness

can't think of anything to write.

im here at my mom's office. yeah. it's already like 9:15 pm. we're having a graveyard shift. im not really an employee here. my mom just got no company so i volunteered to be her company for, uhmm, i really dont know till when.

anyway. since i got a chance to use one of the computers here,i decided to check my mails, my accounts in some online community sites, and browse and do some information digging.

it's kinda boring in here. but i think this is the best night so far. because in the previous nights, i haven't got an access to any computer. so it was more like me and my mp4 and my cellphone buddy in a bed made of inter-connected chairs. actually, its just a borrowed mp4. *laughs*

financial constraint really is our main problem in the family. and whenever this topic's brought up, it gets kinda boring since it's like one of the many dilemma of a typical filipino family.

im not really sure if i could continue my schooling this second year. i mean, yeah, i applied for a tuition assistance but i dont give it much thought because i know they wont be of any help. all they can do is try to scutinize your life, look for faults and flaws, and then assign you to a certain bracket which they consider as "cheap" already. they just dont give a damn on what is really our current situation. we can't even afford to buy my way to the university everyday. we dont even have a decent place to call home since we only live with my relatives.

the heck with them. my relatives couldn't help because they also have their own personal financial constraint problem and stuff.

talking about relatives, i am having this kind of bad relationship with one of my cousins. i dont know. i just hate him. his mere face or existence or presence or voice, or smell, or even shadow make my blood boil. better not talk about him.

anyway. i am actually browsing this site called "vote for the worst" dot com. *laughs* the objective was kinda amusing. the settings, the people, the comments, the whole stuff you know. the concept behind the site, everything. it's kinda cute. but i wondered, did they really hate american idol that much that they set up a site to destroy the reality show? tsk tsk.

i think that's for now. i am hoping that the internet connection in the house will be back. i kinda missed the usual things i do whenever i surf the net. i dont enjoy doing this in this very computer that im using because it's kinda old stuff. i wanna download better, or maybe the latest softwares in town, but i guess i should not do that because the company may sue me.

good nyt ya all. ^^